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Azi am o stare mai pu\u021bin bun\u0103. Am \u00eencercat s\u0103 iau\/reiau leg\u0103tura cu cineva important din via\u021ba mea, care s-a \u00eendep\u0103rtat de mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu \u0219tiu dac\u0103 a\u021bi p\u0103\u021bit asta, dar cred c\u0103 se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 oricui, la un moment dat, ca o persoan\u0103 apropiat\u0103 sau din familie s\u0103 rup\u0103 leg\u0103turile, de\u0219i rela\u021bia a fost apropiat\u0103 mult timp \u0219i a\u021bi tr\u0103it multe al\u0103turi de acea persoan\u0103, \u0219i bune \u0219i rele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Azi, nereu\u0219ind s\u0103 iau\/reiau leg\u0103tura cu acea persoan\u0103, de\u0219i era o zi important\u0103 \u00een via\u021ba acelei persoane \u0219i a\u0219 fi vrut s\u0103 \u00eei fiu al\u0103turi, m-am g\u00e2ndit c\u00e2t de volatile sunt rela\u021biile, fie ele de prietenie sau chiar de familie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am crezut c\u0103 faptul c\u0103 am trecut \u00eempreun\u0103 prin multe, c\u0103 ne-am ajutat \u00een momente grele, c\u0103 am \u00eemp\u0103r\u021bit acelea\u0219i vise, la un moment dat, va fi de ajuns ca s\u0103 fim al\u0103turi toat\u0103 via\u021ba. Dar se pare c\u0103 nu a fost de ajuns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
E adev\u0103rat c\u0103 via\u021ba ne-a purtat pe drumuri diferite, c\u0103 acum ne afl\u0103m la sute de km distan\u021b\u0103 unul de cel\u0103lalt, dar, o perioad\u0103 destul de lung\u0103 de timp, asta nu a fost o problem\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu nu pot s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg cum reu\u0219esc unii oameni s\u0103 se rup\u0103 de tot ceea ce erau ei la un moment dat, de via\u021ba lor de p\u00e2n\u0103 atunci \u0219i s\u0103 \u00eenceap\u0103 o nou\u0103 via\u021b\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 a mai privi \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu \u00een\u021beleg cum po\u021bi s\u0103 renegi \u0219i s\u0103 negi tot ceea ce ai fost p\u00e2n\u0103 atunci, s\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi ui\u021bi to\u021bi prietenii \u0219i apropia\u021bii \u0219i s\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi construie\u0219ti, pe nimic (niciun fel de funda\u021bie, din punctul meu de vedere) o nou\u0103 via\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cred c\u0103 sunt eu construit\u0103 astfel \u00eenc\u00e2t s\u0103 am nevoie de familie, de prieteni, s\u0103 nu m\u0103 pot rupe u\u0219or de ei. S\u0103 lupt pentru ei, s\u0103 fiu al\u0103turi de ei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu \u00eencerc s\u0103 judec oamenii pentru deciziile pe care le iau la un moment dat \u00een via\u021b\u0103, \u00eencerc chiar s\u0103 le respect deciziile, pentru c\u0103 asta mi-a\u0219 dori s\u0103 fac\u0103 \u0219i ei \u00een rela\u021bia cu mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cencerc doar s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg cum func\u021bioneaz\u0103 unii oameni care, la un moment dat, nu mai vor s\u0103 \u0219tie de trecut, de oamenii din trecut, de ceea ce au fost, de ceea ce au f\u0103cut…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu n-a\u0219 putea s\u0103 fac lucrul \u0103sta. Ar fi ca \u0219i c\u00e2nd a\u0219 rupe o parte din mine, adic\u0103 extrem de dureros. \u0218i m-a\u0219 \u00eentreba dac\u0103 merit\u0103 s\u0103 suf\u0103r at\u00e2t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Poate c\u0103 cei care iau aceste decizii consider\u0103 c\u0103 merit\u0103 s\u0103 sufere, probabil c\u0103 viitorul pe care \u00eel v\u0103d f\u0103r\u0103 trecutul de care le e ru\u0219ine (?!), le ofer\u0103 suficient\u0103 putere ca s\u0103 se rup\u0103 de ceea ce a fost.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu \u00eencerc s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg asta, dar, poate, pentru unii, chiar are logic\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sau poate c\u0103 exist\u0103 o alt\u0103 explica\u021bie, pe care eu, acum, nu o v\u0103d.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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